well, so, i did it...

ok -so- here i am, i guess i did it, i started a "blog" & maybe no one will ever read any of this, but i decided at the very least it will be good therapy for me.
ive been reading a lot of these the past few days, -mostly from a group of people i know but have minimal contact with & some from people i barely know or only just met, and some who i don't know at all- and it seems encouragement has been a major theme, & that's something im in great need of lately, & ive decided that that's ok. see at first i didn't really want to start one (as friends have suggested) cuz i was afraid i wouldn't know what to say (which funny enough is rarely a problem) or then lately that im not really in a place to encourage anybody really...but then, that doesn't have to be the purpose of this at all..& true, i could just write in my own private journal for no one to see or ever know about, & who knows what difference it'll even make, but i figure well, why not? why not pour my heart out, expose myself a little, not totally of course, i do have some modesty, naturally, but in a lot of ways i have nothing to hide, & who cares if i don't have the coolest pictures, or the most eloquent speech...theres plenty of that in the world anyway....if all i have in the end is me and my weird mind so be it!
so- here i am-(or what of me i presently choose to show)....let my words and heart spill out, over and onto the wide world web, for all or none to see...come of it what may....what is this life of mine anyway but a drop of water amid the raging seas/ a mere blade of grass in the wide open feilds....how quickly it will fade, how soon it will all wash away/, and what, pray tell, will be left of it?